之前看了一本《面包树上的女孩》，看后疯狂的想爱一个人，还跑到了人民公园坐旋转木马。前几天，看了这本，是前者的延续，但是我觉得没有之前的那本精彩。不过还有有些句子，感觉就是为自己说到一样。

     人生的过渡，当时百般艰难，一天蓦然回首，原来已经飞越千山。

     原来，人可以度过最无望的日子，抖落身上的灰雨，重批一身星光。

     只是，当某些特别的日子降临，呼唤着记忆里最甜美和沉痛的部分，人还是会感到苍茫和孤单。

     以前，我以为人生最美好的出路是恋爱，现在才知道自己错过了些什么。

昨天检索课和bottle乱侃，聊到她最近买了个dell，又说到神州，我说性价比神州最高啊，买dell不如买神州啊！其实DELL神州我一个都不了解，说这句话主要是从Hoxide那听来的。当时我还讽刺了他一下，可是待到和别人聊天，他又变成真理了，这可是妇人的特性，难道我也……

昨日觉得可笑的事情，某一天自己却在了那个位置，人生啊！

PS：行为心理学认为三周可以养成一个习惯，本人决定此后三周每天晚上11点前睡觉（回家除外），工作日早上7：30前起床。

早起早睡，工作不累！fighting！

终于把材料寄出去了, 可以大大的吐一口气. 真的感觉很累, 像我这样的电视土豆都不想看电视, 只想有一个肩安静的靠靠. 真的被套牢了.

 

    小马的offer来了，虽然他G没成绩，IELTS也是低分过线。事实证明有真才实学的人还是受欢迎的，如果不行那就得另僻奚径。很显然我属于前者，但是后者离我亦有千山万水。只要勤劳善良便有美好人生的日子似乎一去不复返了，有点觉得溶入不了社会。开始觉得生活不在有准则 ,你遵守便一切 OK. 或者有而我不知道，也没人告诉我。

    回到出国的主题，如果真的如人所说,NUS master的offer凤毛麟角，我可能不得不读PHD。四年，我的青春！

    什么时候才能有主动的人生？

    终于考完作文了。 考试还可以，虽说写的不怎么样，但还是凑了一堆字，不是靠前担心的一个字也写不出。考完出来突然觉得南京的天很明媚， 风丝丝很清爽，终于解脱了。考前一周时，心里压力很大，人都快崩溃了，现在考完了，也就不觉得怎样了。昨晚回来，无聊翻了翻书，无意中看到了介绍释迦牟尼的文章。开心、悲伤，成功、失败皆是幻想，摆脱各种苦难唯有无欲无求。想想是蛮有道理的，不过平和的人生便没有了激情。人生太悲的人从佛教得到解脱，是否有人不苦不悲便放弃俗世的享受呢？

    22号在南京玩了一天，湖南路，新街口，夫子庙，商业街和苏州没什么两样。玄武湖公园倒是不错，虽然里面的游乐设备和小时候没啥两样，但是三面环山一面临城听上去就很吸引人了。地方很大，租了辆双人自行车，便疯子一样在公园力飙车，很是释放。又踩了两小时的脚踏船，现在腿都是软的。城市里有这样一个让人放纵的地方真是不错。

   

 

开学了，从大学生变成了研究生，唯一的改变恐怕是没有免费的三轮车帮我们送行李，得自己叫车，然后还要把一堆东西哼哼唧唧地搬上恐惊天上人的六楼。不过Where is the problem,where is the solution——我们有男朋友！

但是最近真是郁闷，已经两天不想看书了。外面下着雨，天气冷的要死，我躲在男生宿舍看了半天<欲望都市>。就是不想写作文，不想动脑筋。谁来救我啊！

 

 

 Issue 26
Most people would agree that buildings represent a valuable record of any society's past, but controversy arises when old buildings stand on the ground that modern planners feel could be better used for modern purposes. In such situations, modern development should be given precedence over the preservation of historic buildings so that contemporary needs can be served.

Controversy arises when old buildings stand on the ground that modern planners feel could be better used for modern purposes. In this situation, the speaker points that, modern development should be given precedence over the preservation of historic buildings so that contemporary needs can be served. In my view, we should deal with these problems in a case-to-case basis.
Old buildings which of a long history value high in anthropology. In its years, it witnesses the changes and progress of human lives. We can imagine the majesty of Pharaohs from pyramids; the mightiness of Qing dynasty of the Great Wall; the prosperous of the Roman form the Roman amphitheatre; the deep love between Shah Jehan and Mumtaz Mahal form Taj Mahal. We learn history from old buildings, which is even more important when lack of document. These buildings are part of the history and give us a vivid view of our history. In any situations, I don't think it is proper that we should raze these buildings of significant anthropological meanings.
Sometimes old buildings are the business cards of nations or enthnic groups. When we heard the word of Egypt, pyramid will occur to our mind immediately. We can't imagine what Egypt will be without pyramids. Many immigrants will enter the States from the harbor of New York. When they catch the sight of the statue of Liberty they will cheer with excitement and tears. For them, the statue of Liberty stands for America, the states of the highest freedom and democracy. When they see it, they know them be there and in them. Old buildings provide us a sense of belongs and identity and contribute to the diversity. It would be awful in a world wherever you go you will have the same feeling that you are in Manhattan. In this world of globalization and culture assimilating, we need something to indicate that we are we.
Old building may also value high in aesthetic and architectural. The Chiesa de S.Maria Della Grazieeil, dedicated with the fresco of Leonardo Da Vinci and built in the Renaissance, is the treasure of aesthetics and architectonics. Still take the Pyramid for example. Up to now, Scientists have never figure out how the ancient Egypt built these imperial tombs. For considering the tremendous scale of the whole project and heaviness of work force, the pyramid can't be completed in one hundred of years by a nation of the population as Egypt in that time. Even in today's technology and science, we still can't build such a same jumbo. And some people even think it is with the help of aliens from other planets the Egypt built these pyramids. Many other mysteries aroused by the pyramid still can't find reasonable explains. If these pyramids on day disappear on our planet, we not just lose a historic site to visit. And the value of old buildings, sometimes, can't be detected at current science and technology. When the anthropologists ship out of first of finding of mummy, the custom officers thought it was dry fish. If we always give contemporary needs priority over old building, mistakes of this kind by all means can't be avoided.
While contemporary needs also should be considered seriously. The old buildings would be meaningless if human's basically needs can't be meet. Anyway it is we, human, create the history: one generation gave way to another, one miracle led to the next. Old buildings shouldn’t hold back humans' way to eudemonia and advancement.
So in face of this controversy, we should weigh both sides seriously and carefully and in a case-to-case basis. Giving precedence to any side without careful observation and investigation would be imprudent.

    昨天Bottle请我们到她家吃饭，别看这小姑娘平时大大咧咧、傻嘻嘻的，也没多少cook经验，但是硬是很强悍的捣鼓出一桌饭出来。至于为什么用“捣”呢，各位见识过该大姐炒菜的样子就知道了！Bottle的男朋友，也就是王TAOTAO同学，笑起来很伽菲猫，人很热情客气，很会调节气氛，一套套的。不禁让我为我们家那位着急……昨天我们宿舍还在苏州的四个都齐了。以前在宿舍看韩剧看的哭得稀里哗啦的一帮人，现在把地点换进厨房，拿起了锅碗瓢盆，岁月……有我们几个在，估计人家整栋楼都不要想早点睡觉了。最后还是要赞一下Bottle的，虽然卖相需要进一步完善，味道真的蛮好的！
    昨天看Bottle拿锅铲的样子，不假思索地拿了过来示意几下，突然间觉得我好像我妈妈。妈妈在我们那算是很巧的人了，过节时亲戚间互相请客，轮换着到各家玩，因为妈妈很会做菜，换来换去总是妈妈掌勺。就算不让她做，看到别人做事不入眼或是东西没放好啦，没洗干净啦，总是会自己去做。以前在家里，经常因为东西不放到位被妈妈骂。影响最深刻的是，每次放假妈妈总是威胁要把我的书仍到河里去，因为我总是到处乱扔。但是我却发现我却把这一点继承了过来。现在看到我们宿舍满地的拖鞋，心里那个难受啊！看到妹妹书不放到书架上指定的位置，顿时便火冒三丈！以前总觉得人家的妈妈多好啊，我的妈妈这么凶，规矩这么多。现在想想换成我，肯定每年开学都没有暑假作业交了。以前听老话说什么“养儿方知报娘恩”总是嗤之以鼻，现在大了，有些角色换成了自己，才知道这句话虽浅显，却道出了人性的真实。人再复杂，把自己武装的再厚密，却也是几句粗俗简单的话便概括的透透彻彻。我在外面倒蛮能做菜的，在家里也是偶尔兴致来了才做一个菜，从来没有在家完完整整的做出一桌菜。想想愿因，是因为在外面实在吃不到合自己胃口的饭，没办法只能自己动手。在家，不论妈妈做什么，总是家里的味道，是从小到大吃习惯的，总会是心里思念的味道，总会是很好吃的，所以也就不去管厨房里的事情了。下次回家一定要独立烧一桌菜出来，也让我妈享受一下在自家什么都不要管就等吃饭的感觉。可是今年什么时候才能回家呢，很可能要等到寒假了，想家……

   

来学校十天了，每天貌似还蛮认真，但是，但是回过头来想想也就干了一点点事啊。看了19单元的单词，20篇北美范文，写了两篇作文。为什么这么低效啊！！！